Today, yet another rite of passage is made for our oldest child. She will be attending her senior prom. The porcelain baby doll will be draped in sequins and rhinestones and being escorted by her boyfriend and not her parents. Ouch… Where did all this time go? I look around and all of the tween age décor is gone and replaced by a more sophisticated touch of a chandelier and sound solid colors.
Prom is very different here than what we have experienced anywhere else. In fact, in Virginia…. Girls went to Walmart to pick up a dress. There were so many people that attended, it simply wasn’t a big deal. So, the junior year of our daughter’s high school career she opted out of going to the prom. That made this year all the more special for her.
I am very excited for her day. It is an amazing experience to go to your senior prom. Her day is filled with appointments and deadlines. It is almost like I am getting a first-hand experience of what is to come on her wedding day. Of course, I have told her that we aren’t doing all of this again until her wedding day so that is where I get to that milestone. I pray we have several years until we hit that rite of passage.
Once she finishes her last class for the day, she is off to have her hair done. Accessories with rhinestones will be added to our beautiful daughter’s locks of curls. Those crazy unruly locks of curls from her toddler days will be all adorned with glimmer and glitz. Then off to have her make up done professionally. This makes me smile, she spends a great deal of time on her hair and makeup every day to continue her flawless face and hair… but today she gets pampered. She gets to sit back and let someone else take care of her.
When finished with all of this, it is off to get ready… the beautiful dress and the sparkling shoes. No this is not one of those times when she was playing dress up and getting into my heels or putting on three layers of clothes like when she was five. Those red ruby slippers from her Wizard of Oz Halloween costume will be nowhere to be found.
Each little bit of her day I will be haunted by the past. The cuteness of her putting on her own make up when she was little and the lipstick shade of bright red. The dancing around in the living room in her Rugrat pajamas will be replaced with a ball gown and a promenade. I am one of those fortunate parents who have all of those memories documented by pictures to reflect upon. Just as I will have many pictures from today that I will do the same with as the time goes by and it is time for her next rite of passage that I need to be reminded that she was young and carefree on this day in 2014.
I feel at times that I have placed my second child in a secure spot where he simply cannot grow up. I just won’t let him, and then I have to face reality and realize that he too is stepping into an adult role in our family also. He will be attending his junior prom with his girlfriend. Although, it seems as though it can’t be true and maybe because I don’t want it to be his time yet… it is.
He will be trading in his batman gear from his early youth to look a little more like the dapper Bruce Wayne. His tuxedo which transforms him from a little boy to a young man is terribly hard to watch as I know I am clinging on to him as being our baby. He will be doing his own hair… (laughing out loud) and does not need make up so I think his day will not have such a tight schedule and I have one more day to prepare for his big day.
My dreams of having the two of them in a formal picture together just might come true. I so look forward to these two days of our children’s… oops….young adults’ lives. To them it is a special day filled with friends and laughter… but later those memories will be replaced with how youthful they really were and how many great dreams they had. Looking back at prom pictures is such a fun thing to do. Silly hairstyles and some pretty fluffy dresses were in the past. I am sure that those same feelings will be handed down to this generation as they look back 20 years from now.
Yesterday, as I was sorting through some of the kids things I came across a laminated envelope with the words: “To my future self” written across it. I remember my daughter doing this when she was in early elementary in Lincoln, Nebraska. I probably stared at it for a good five minutes before putting it down. During that time, I wondered to myself… when is the appropriate time to give her this? When will it make the most impact of what she wanted to tell herself that day in the early 2000’s that she would want to remind herself of in today’s world. I praise teacher’s that take that extra initiative to have kids do projects like that. Things that don’t make a great deal of sense to the kiddos at the time but later may have a huge impact on what they remembered and how much they have grown into their roles as adults.
So here is my prayer for the Proms everywhere: “Dear Heavenly Father, please be with our children as they embark on this rite of passage. Please be with them as decisions that they have to make are made with a good sound mind. Let them enjoy each moment of their special day and evening making memories that they can reflect upon for years to come. May You be their passenger for the evening and bring them safely to and from the events that are planned for them. Lord, we pray for your goodness and mercy to fall onto all of us as parents too, to allow our children to grow into the roles that you have set out for them. I ask this in Your Holy Name, Amen”